Not that. I'm not going to punish the people on this ship for something the Admiral did. [Only he had, hadn't he? The mutiny-- plenty of innocent people had gotten caught in the crossfire then. The town's reminder of that still stings fresh in his mind. He turns away, digging his fingers into his eyes.]

I'm tired of getting people hurt. [It's harder-edged, but this time the bite isn't directed at her. Not entirely.] I'm not going to do it anymore.