[He barely even pauses, now that he's started, although by the sound of it he surprises even himself with that. He almost cuts off the end of Felix's response.
Dean has no pride, not when it comes to this, although it's not exactly pleading, either.]
But I can't help it. And I'm not gonna pretend like I can. I'm not gonna act like I'm okay with it if that's what...
Wait. I thought you'd pretty much already made up your mind.
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[He barely even pauses, now that he's started, although by the sound of it he surprises even himself with that. He almost cuts off the end of Felix's response.
Dean has no pride, not when it comes to this, although it's not exactly pleading, either.]
But I can't help it. And I'm not gonna pretend like I can. I'm not gonna act like I'm okay with it if that's what...
Wait. I thought you'd pretty much already made up your mind.